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Mind of Madness

by St. Maria

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Intro 01:23
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Just another day of misery These voices in my head are killing me slowly What have I done? What is this nightmare that I don’t wish to call my own What is this fact of fear That's running through my head It's fucking killing me and it won't let me be I've tried one too many times This feeling is heartless and unforgiving The paint will dry These wounds will heal Memories will fade And pain will yield Get me out of this hell I don’t deserve this I’m not worth it
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So tell me why I’m all alone How am I supposed to find My way back home If home is where the heart is Do you know how hard it is to find When you’ve shattered me to pieces inside 1,2,3 jump I’m high up in the clouds No one can drag me back down I’m living this life to the fullest You will never understand this Take this as a brutal sign Telling me to draw the line See the blur of the world fly by With its millions of colors Right before my eyes Functions just fine without me Useless string in a greater Tapestry It’s dark in here And I can’t seem to find a light What’s the reason my heart still beats at night I guess it’s my turn To figure this out You were never really What this was about I guess I’m all alone now
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Oath Breaker 03:12
You’re so conceited You think by ending us I’ll end it all But guess what I’m just fine A game of tug-of-war That you could never win So sorry sweetheart But you were in another castle Maybe one day we can understand But it’s been so long Maybe one day we can move on I’m not sure that you want to I gave you all I had and you Threw it away You threw it away I don’t know what planet that you’re on It might be easier with you gone Go find another knight to slay your demons Maybe you can go and live with him I’ll never understand what changed in you Why did you leave me? Why you left and took my friends out too Did you even care? But I can’t spend my life chasing down the Reasons why Tell me why So now I’m moving on
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Temporary 03:46
I’m too young to feel this way I’m too drunk to even say How could my friend be buried 6 feet deep, When the person we’ve known was forever asleep? And I never will figure this out And I never will kiss her now Don’t think I’m strong enough for this To live without my perfect fix Need it every night I can’t see the light Everything is dark My minds made up and I’ve given up What did I do to deserve losing you What do I have to do to keep from losing What do I have to do to keep from losing you
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Fuck 05:29
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Help me escape this moment Help me escape this dream Maybe you will be the answer Maybe you can set me free Day by day night by night Ask myself if this will ever end I close my eyes And dream of a new life I’m going mad You can’t help me I’m going mad Nothing can save me I’ve done all I can So step the fuck aside

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released December 2, 2017

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St. Maria New Paltz, New York

St. Maria is a five-piece Metalcore band from New Paltz, NY. A lucky break allowed them to begin creating a outreach in the metropolitan area. Releasing their debut EP in 2017 at such young ages gained St.M traction and afforded them opportunities such as sharing bills with Attila, Miss May I, and The Insane Clown Posse. They're currently recording their new EP “Reborn”. ... more

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